
Sometimes I have questioned having food be the center of my universe, my career my everything. Other times I have has positive thoughts on how it sets me apart from the rest of my family. Now I feel at peace. Food doesn't set me apart, it doesn't make me better. Life isn't about being better than the next, yet it is about challenging yourself and being the best you can be. Why not be the best. Why settle in work, love and life. I just had this overwhelming feeling about what I do and what I want two nights ago. I realized that working in the creative living industry is important to me, but I should not feel like it is what I should do over cooking. I should cook, I love to cook and will continue to do so through all of the fanciful packaging concepts, crafts and entertaining. Being creative and driven and getting the big picture is what I want and what I do. Whether it be during a dinner service or on a walk with a friend or sitting at my desk and writing. All good things will come too, especially when you stop the fighting mentality. Let it be and your finances will work out... letting it be also means being responsible so don't let the bills be.
I love desserts. Two nights ago dinner service had "the flow." I felt gangster with the plating and movement through the kitchen. Gangster is my new word by the way. A perfectly accented tort, a flick of the wrist with a sauce, and expertly tied ribbon all make me happy. You and I will have our cake and it it too if we keep moving forward with electricity. Don't run, enjoy.
Have some of cake monger's cake and eat it too while you are at it


